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the alarming sound of a still small voice,
Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 5:56 PM.
hello!
im gna remove my tagboard.
lol.

currently on hiatus due to exams coming.
!

small update:
i finally know where to get a dress for the damn wedding!

kthxbye.

heartless-the fray,
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 12:41 AM.
hello!
:)


rinny wanted to webcam, so we did!










we were comparing our room light. LOL.



rinny was looking for something, so i had to entertain myself.... xD



okay!
so today at school was kinda fun(:
not as bad as i thought it would be!

anyway, fly by school~
after school i stayed back to finish up my dnt. (azlifah stayed back to help me and gossip! :D i love her!)
just when i thought i finished, i encountered another problem!
:(
but im curently fixing it.
hopefully it will work uh!


azlifah and i were talking about having sex/masturbating in the bus uh,
so i told her that one of my bro's friend does that and he doesn't clean up after he releases his load.
she then went all ewwwwww and asked me, "he no tissue meh?"
i aboslutely had no idea, so i said dont know uh.

after awhile, i was thinking....
he should have what?
omg, then i had an epiphany.
some guys bring tissues around with them... issit for the same purposes?!
so i asked her, "you know, some guys they bring tissues with them all the time? do they use it for that??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!"

LOL.
azlifah's face was so epic that i seriously started laughing on the spot.
the look she gave me was a cross between "what-the-fuck?!" and "omfg, ewwwwwwww!"
HAHAHAHAHH,
EPIC!


btw, my school bag got a tear.
sian.
need to use my crumpler now(its not really that colour. the green's more of a christmas green and the orange is bolder).
:(
i so hope i wont dirty it...
*prays*


okay.
blogged.
(:

im blogging secretly.
my parents think im asleep and my dad just woke up...
weird.
and so im some-what panicking.

scared he catch me.
LOL



OH!
somehow, my dad just got a new sports car.
its not those lambougini/ferrari/porsche expensive car lah.
its a nissan fairlady.

he picked me up in that car just now and i tell you...
it was so fucking hard to get in
o____o

maybe because im fat or what.
but seriously,
it was so low!
much lower than his ex car(which was something like a sports car too).
and im pretty sure i hurt my thigh bone since its like aching now.
its bloody hard to get out of it too.
it drinks petrol like humans drink water.
:(

and my dad wants to use that car to send me to school tmr....
o___o
wonder how im gna get out of it...

oh wells,
i cant be picky....
unless i take the bus!
LOL.


im gna go sims now!
kthxbye!

all around me,
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 1:19 AM.
Current obsession: Flyleaf, Eyes Set To Kill & Relient K.

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by



that day at the Thai restaurant my dad brought Rinny and i to.


mixing paint to get grey.
(i'm an idiot. i used black first then white-.-)




say hi to Suparman !




Azlifah & Hazirah makes the meanest Mac&Cheese EVARRRRRRRRR!


hello!
it's been awhile since i last blogged! :D
just been kinda busy with school.

needa study for exam soon.
gotta finish dnt.
gotta finish the presentation for ipw that i am stuck at.


help me.
heeeeeeeeeeelppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
meeeeeeeeeee
:(


i just feel so shitty.

there's school tmr.
BORRRRRRRRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

ugh.
the only good thing about school is going to see my friends.
and gossip with Azlifah.
LOL.


i feel so emo now.
i'm listening to emo songs.
.___________.



i finished painting my dnt artefact just now.
my bro helped me paint my box since i cant paint evenly.
:)

my painting skills pretty much amount to the skills of a five year old.

and i pasted on my superman cape and undies already.
but my mom has an even better idea so i've got to cut it off tmr.
oh wells.


is there any homework!?
O___________O
*panic mode*

i've absolutely no idea.
but i haven't done anything during the weekend!
omfg.
*panic!*


btw, i just changed my shampoo:)
i'm using the clairol one.
for dry hair, some hydration thing.
i forgot the name.
the scent is of coconut and orchid,
and it smells absolutely heavenly!
plus it brings back sooooooo much memories.
hahaha.

memories of the 2008 nov/dec hols-
memories of me skipping band all the time. lol.
memories of me obsessing over fableII! xD
(i actually finished the game before my brother! hahaha! which was an amazing feat considering how big of a gamer he was is!)
memories of me being so bored i turned to reading, and i so do NOT regret!
memories of me being obsessed with Twilight, the very first series of books i actually read all of!:)
memories of me getting on with my new obsession of books!

i once cried just because i couldn't get eclipse after reading finish new moon!
i was THAT obsessed.__.

and i would read till 3am plus everyday.
and wake up at 8, 9 plus the next day and read AGAIN.

but the bad memories were of insomnia.
oh wells...
there isn't good to everything anyway.



watched Fame the other day.
was okay.
i think it was a waste of money.
but i think it would make it big if it were a dvd.

only the dancing and singing were incredible.
no real plot.
too many main characters.
too many not-so-explained problems.
too many problems got 'magically' solved.
probably a  2.5/5.


okay.
im gna go read/play sims/facebook now!

kthxbye.

p.s: for quick updates, see my plurk on my profile bar.

malignance,
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 9:20 PM.
hello. short update.

only certain people will know about this issue, but seriously?
wtf are you blaming others for your own fucking fault?!

you think maligning someone else instead will shift your blame to that person?
well, im sorry that you're living in your world of sad self-denial.

im sorry that im such a bitch.
i know and admit that.
im trying to change.
but i cant change overnight.
it takes time.

anyway,
i hate it when my bestfriends are being blamed for something they didn't do.

can you stop and think for once?
you are currently not thinking with your brain now.
more like you're thinking with your ass.

you created this problem, you have to solve it.
you can't blame anyone else for it EXCEPT YOURSELF(and maybe others who are DIRECTLY involved).
get it in your fucking thick head.

you blame him for trusting someone else more.
but wtf have you done to make him trust YOU?
think about that.

and the shit will officially hit the roof if ANYTHING happens to my bestie that is involved.



Anyway,
for the person who opened the convo with me earlier,

trying to run away from me and the truth is not the solution.
i hope you get it together soon.
if your only source of protection is escaping,
i hope you enjoy living in self-denial too.

trying to "help" solve this problem is not it either.
you might think im a hypocrite for saying this.
but lemme tell you,
all im trying to do is clear my bestfriend's name.


kthxbye.

oil down your boobies.,
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 6:56 PM.





Watch!

devastation and reform.,
Sunday, September 20, 2009 @ 2:07 AM.
ullo :)


My dad gave me an Absolut Vodka bottle with this cover that is black

leather, i think, with studs! :D
It's so freaking cooooooool! xD
It's the the special Rock Edition! 8D


But the bottle of vodka inside is empty.
I've never tasted vodka before, so I'm really eager to taste it!
:D

Picures of it:



(taken with webcam, so quality not as good as the rest)



I LOVE IT!
:D

Look at itttt!
There's like purple glitter on the leather.
LOL!
I don't know if its visible on any of the photos I've uploaded.
Anyway, it's so prettttttttttty! xD

My dad also has another special edition one.
LOL.

It's the Masquerade Edition.


AHHAHA,
it so reminds me of drag

queens!
xD


Friday:

(lol, took the picture on my bag so its all like messed up cause of my bag's prints)

Rinny's been selling her extra accessories and stuff like that, so she brought them all to school to sell.
I bought a lanyard from her cause its black and red! LOL.

During chinese class, Crystal told me she needed to go to the toilet because she wanted to change her pad
 but she don't know how to tell teacher since it was just after recess.

So I told her to say "老`师,我有女人问


题! 可以去厕所吗?"
I know my chinese damn power right?! :D

Friday was generally a boring day.
Went home after school and my dad brought me to tuition.

Even though there were one or two hot guys, I was just too tired to care.
lol.
Surprising, I know.
It takes A LOT to make me heck care about hot guys.
LOL

I think there's like some kind of sleeping spell in my tuition classroom sia!
Before going to tuition, I'm all hyper but when I go into the classroom,
my eyelids go all heavy and I will like fall asleep any second sia.
.___________.



Today was as bad as yesterday.

-I didn't get to eat the whole day until 4 plus.
-Woke up late.
-Tuition sucked.
-Waited for my parents for like what? 1 and 1/2 hours?
-Didn't get to eat steamboat like my mom planned.
-My psp Rock Band is screwing with me.
-I'm stuck in the PSP Jackass game.
-I'm weirdly tired.

In comclusion, one of the worst days this week-.-.

Hopefully I will manage to do something tmr(Sunday).
Maybe painting my D&T artefact or something.
Then somehow find a plan to essemble it all together.

I'm so screwed for D&T.
I've no time to do it!

Aigoooo...
(sorry, Azlifah's rubbing off on me)


ending here.
i wna look for a new blogskin.

kthxbye!

More than useless.,
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 12:18 AM.
Hi!

Had a major headache so I didn't go to school today!
(:
Woke up at 11plus!


Okay, here are the photos from yesterday when we went for the SCDF's POP performance!
:D

Azlifah and I like to get our artsy fartsy on! XD









Most of the pictures look shiny and sparkly cause of my phone's flash :)

On the bus home:


Attempt no.1...

Fail.
Attempt no.2...

Fail.
Attempt no.3...

Finally pass! ♥

No flash. We don't wna kill our eyes!

The food wasn't great.
The chicken wings in some kind of sauce was nice though!
But I was too lazy to eat ah.
The nicest still was the cheapo yam ice cream(that sounds so good right now!).

Okay, band ended at 9plus.
Only got to school at 10 plus.
I reach home at 11 plus.
x__________x



I ♥LOVEBanana MilkShake!
HAHAHA
Random, I know.

I'm craving cupcakes, warm brownies and ice cream!
LOL


okay.
Update again tmr or later!

kthxbye.

(those things on the wall above my bed are my friends and I photos + some awesome post cards!)